Thinking...

Jan is ending pretty quick, time flies, a few more months before i go back to school! New school, new people...new homework...new people.

I may seem like a really friendly person but i just came to a sudden realisation that i am not much of a social butterfly..don't like to meet new people but that doesn't mean that i won't. A part of me is excited for school to start and the other part of me isn't. What if the course i picked ain't what i thought it would be? What if i can't do well? WHAT IF I FAIL MY FOUNDATION YEAR AND GO TO ITE?? Not degrading any ite here, its just i worked so hard to get into this pfp thingy, i really can't imagine myself dropping out. But then again, its poly, the lecturers there are not going to be like the teachers in zh. I really miss zh. Everytime i see students in their uniforms, i would really miss my girls...(not all of us took up the offer to go to poly, some of us didn't qualify) i've already got a job-thats more boring than Precious Thots-but the working days are not really consistent. Like, i've only worked 3 days in 2 weeks..

I see everyone on twitter complaining every sunday night about monday blues but then i think, how long more can i laugh at them? 2 more months i will be doing the exact same thing. ):

AAAnyway, met up with gt last sunday and we watched MAMA! Its a horror movie but not quite what i expected it to be. It was disturbing, yes. Especially the photo of the mother ghost and some scenes were really shocking, other than that, the ending was quite sad. Lily the younger girl left with the ghost cos she couldn't bear to part with her. Leaving Victoria the older girl with her uncle and uncle's wife. Ohman, how victoria cried for lily, so sad. Doubt my sister will ever cry for me. Cheh.

Still trying to  figure out how to work gt's new s3 camera...

M A M A ?

 

luv eu baby.

TWENTY THIRTEEN!!

HEYGUISE! Happy 2013! People on twitter were saying how the world is finally a teenager...uhm, NOT FUNNY??

Hahah alright, might be a lengthy post so sit tight! Anyway, just wanted to say how great a year 2012 has been. I know, its a year of exams. I mean, normal Singaporean kids sitting for national exams don't have to take N & O levels right! But yeap, Zhonghua being Zhonghua has their...unique traits? Its really difficult to get myself studying for O's after N's were over. I did give myself a few days of break before sitting down and mugging for my math and sova (Okay lawlz, don't really think i gave my all for sova....) and chinese was really damn sian lah (Shit, got to stop using singlish!) because after i got a freaking A2 the first time, i guess i really didn't have that kind of energy to push my grade to an A1.

After exams were over, went to source for a part-time job and landed myself in Precious Thots. Really loved the people there, so patient, so funny. Though sometimes it gets a little boring for me. Standing around doing nothing when no customers are around is really not my cup of tea. So many things happened this year, apart from studying (didn't have time for flea whatsoever, had been cooped up at home slogging my guts out for studies...), like grandpa passing away from lung cancer its alright, pretty sure he's up there in heaven having a painless life. (': sometimes when i think about his passing, i just wonder what if we had found out about his sickness earlier? Why didn't we spend more time with him? Why didn't i visit him more often instead of putting my studies as top priority? But it is in times like this where i just have to put all my faith in God. Afterall, He did say that whoever believed in Him would have an eternal life, right?

December was really spent working because its christmas period and that means everyone was doing their christmas shopping! It was also the time for N level results....but its okay, guess all my hardwork paid off! Got a freaking 6 points!! Was superduper happy when my face was flashed on the screen! This just meant that i was going PFP! Though i didn't get my first choice, after spending a looong time brooding over it, i guess i'm just going to have to say i'm happy with where i'm posted to. (: MASS MEDIA MANAGEMENT!

Can't wait for the new school year to staart!